Sincerity
I lost my faith when I was 18, probably mostly because I wanted to do my own thing without the conflict that you have when trying to live up to a religious faith.
Return, O holy Dove, return,
Sweet messenger of rest!
I hate the sins that made Thee mourn
And drove Thee from my breast.
The dearest idol I have known,
Whate’er that idol be
Help me to tear it from Thy throne,
And worship only Thee.
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